I have been planning on writing for quite some time but never really got around to doing it. There are several topics in my mind which I wish to write, but somehow they are still a blur,not formed images.I am unable to give shape to my thoughts. Feeling all muddled up, like drowning under water.
Don’t know how long this feeling is going to be there.I wish to have a clear vision. Smoky thought and images do not make my life. I find it difficult to proceed. Have been running around for too long, wish to take rest. But rest seems like a far away dream.
Clarity seems to run further and further away from me. I need to stop and relax.Need to stop and look around. I need to stop and look at myself. I want to sure sighted about my thoughts and that will happen only when I unclutter myself from unwanted thoughts and emotion. Emotions that drown me into doubt and shadows. I need to move inside the tunnel towards light, towards my silver lining.